Tuesday, January 20, 2009

backgrounds`

hmm
which one should i use?
haha


yup.
this is how much i don't have a life! :D








i have more!!!

haha didn't mean to post that just yet

here are some other quotes to entertain the mind

"If things start happening, don't worry, don't stew, just go right along and you'll start happening too."
Dr. Seuss
"So be sure when you step, Step with care and great tact. And remember that life's A Great Balancing Act. And will you succeed? Yes! You will, indeed! (98 and ¾ percent guaranteed) Kid, you'll move mountains."
Dr. Seuss (Oh, the Places You'll Go!)

"Dance like no one is watching. Sing like no one is listening. Love like you've never been hurt and live like it's heaven on Earth."
Mark Twain

Here are some of the most amazing quote I have ever heard

http://www.goodreads.com/quotes/list?sort=random

There are a couple pages of quotes and I love Maya Angelou

It is so inspirational to think that everything is said with different meanings but they can apply too so many different situations

dr. seuss and others

dr. seuss.
that man is brilliant
i mean cat, hat, come on
the guy is a genius

haha

although i doubt he said some of these things, here are some of my favorites, along with a bunch of other ones

“Today you are You, that is truer than true. There is no one alive who is Youer than You.”
“Be who you are and say what you feel because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind.”
“Don't cry because it's over. Smile because it happened.”
“Sometimes the questions are complicated and the answers are simple.”
“I have heard there are troubles of more than one kind. Some come from ahead and some come from behind. But I've bought a big bat. I'm all ready you see. Now my troubles are going to have troubles with me!”
“I meant what I said and I said what I meant.”
“Today was good. Today was fun. Tomorrow is another one.”
"I like nonsense, it wakes up the brain cells."
"You have brains in your head. You have feet in your shoes. You can steer yourself any direction you choose. You're on your own. And you know what you know. And YOU are the one who'll decide where to go..."
"A person's a person, no matter how small." DARN RIGHT WE ARE!!!!!!
"Being crazy isn't enough."

mon emir

hm. i like that word. emir
or i could say mon amour
they sound the same to me but they have completely different meanings
drives me crazy!!!

i can't decide which one i would rather have be in my life
mon amour or mon emir
of course emir isn't french. duh
but it sounds french
j'adore francais.
c'est ma vie
je me suis tres triste par- ce que il n y a personne qui comprenne moi.
c'est tres tragique.

au revoir
off to live another pointless day!!!

yea obama!
yes we can.

Monday, January 19, 2009

revelation

i have figured it out.
why some of my friends are my friends.

they pity me.
they feel bad for everything that i have been through and they want to make up for it
by making me happy or whatever it is they want to do

probably about 2/3 of my friends don't actually know what happened to me
and i don't want them to know because i don't want them to pity me
i don't want them to feel sorry for me
i want to be the strong independent women my dad always wanted me to be.

Be not afraid of greatness: Some are born great, some achieve greatness, and some have greatness thrust upon them

that's who i want my friends to see me as. and half the time, it feels like they don't
only two people know how i really feel half the time
ms piggy and mon emir
but guess what
mon emir yells at me at tells me that life will go on and i have to move on
suck it up and be a man and go rub some dirt on it
thanks just really
thanks because thats what i want

and ms piggy is auditioning left and right getting herself into all sorts of things.
somedays i feel less important and useless
and some days i feel like everything that i know, or is my life eroding. eroding beneath me!!! eroding eroding!!!

yea life sucks
and then you die
or.....
never mind

lets leave this on a happy note.
just kidding.
that was a very dark rant and now i feel like shiiiiiiiiiiiz
it will be a less happy note, but one that is not as dark

i guesss.....
well whatever

go obama

inside my head

hm. boring. when my life starts to slow down something tragic happens and i don't know what to do.
i wonder if faces could actually melt off.
if somebody dropped a bomb at the farthest point away from me in minnesota, would i still blow up?

this is what i think about

this and what would happen if i decided to let myself actually be myself in front of people and like
not decide to be a crazy person that i hate

Saturday, January 17, 2009

fixed

i fixed it
or at least......
i hope i did
haha


i got a bat mitsvah to go to today
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
haha

i wish hopelessly until the day i die

Wednesday, January 14, 2009

i hate this quarter

this quarter SUCKS!!
I have so many subjects that I fail at. I need help in every single one of them.
i will definetly be stressed this quarter and i will freak out and i will act like i hate you
and i am some crazed teen. but hey
I AM!
haha
thanks for stickin with me
I love you all more than you shall ever know.
<3

Tuesday, January 13, 2009

hola. this is going to be my online journal in which i use my favorite characters
from other places. hence the title
haha this will be fun. and confusing.
and probably lame. but oh well. tis life
i'll write when i can :/ . May not be very often

Anywayz.
Wow life can suck some days. Ms. piggy is goin through a rough time in which she wants to kill me and the rest of the muppets. don't try to console her because she will karate chop you. it hurts. words aren't the only weapons!!!
Me and the rest of the muppets are of course, are going through the crazy routine of our show we call "High School".
exciting, no?
hilda is quiet as usual, although don't let her go crazy or she is lots of fun.
our gopher scooter, is very energetic. she likes to be friends with everybody. haha
and of course, we have gonzo. Who right now, has a mad repore with me. (i'm positive this character will be formally know as gonzo pretty soon)

So life goes on
Everyday
no matter how hard we try to win
somedays you just have to lose

~Whatever course you decide upon, there is always someone to tell you that you are wrong. There are always difficulties arising which tempt you to believe that your critics are right. To map out a course of action and follow it to an end requires courage. Ralph Waldo Emerson~

Let me see...

hm. bored.
welcome to my world.
Shall I say my life.
Tis the crazy world of fairy tails in which I think I live in.
Ha.
I wish
Which I shouldn't do.
Everyone knows wishing gets you no where. Or at least they should know
Well
this is turning into a pointless ramble. Ha. I think I will go now.
And post later!
Bye